Showing posts with label Allison Benis White. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Allison Benis White. Show all posts

Saturday, 28 May 2016

Allison Benis White's Small Porcelain Head (Four Way Books, 2013)

Here are some favourite passages from this powerful, enigmatic book in prose poetry:



Please forgive me. I pray and can't make it stop. There were lambswool wigs and paperweight eyes, two factory fires. Instead of blankness, I learned to draw stars with two triangles, one upside and overlapping the other. I covered pages, then like bracelets, my wrists.

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What should I do with my mind? Think of the way it broke until the breaking is language.

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Unlike the other automatons who lift a hand mirror or balloon, she exists even when we close our eyes, slapping one small brass cymbal into another, frantically, to prove touching.

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When I have a headache, I lift my hand over my eyes--if death is a failure of imagination, we are alive.

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The mutual helplessness of seeing and being seen.

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As with every revelation, midair, oblivion is realigned and clarified: I want to die then decide.

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What makes the object alive is desire without relief.

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Within the bonnet, the two-faced head is rotated by pulling a string from the torso: one face calm, one crying plastic beads on her cheeks--turning: peaceful, sad, peaceful.

Nothing in-between, no transition--I don't remember why she is suffering, why she is glad. It happens so fast: I am hopeless as I pull the string in her torso, then sick with wonder.

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After a while, we moan and lift our arms in order to feel what she feels: her pose is agony.




In the UK, Small Porcelain Head is available from Wordery.